I know I live now, but my soul can’t accept it, it looks like if it recognize why I’m here and what my task in this life is, I can’t hide I cant ignore it, the harder I push it away the harder it comes back to me! It begs me to start writing not in Dutch. but in English so that many people can read it so on my website I write my messages in English, it’s not all flawless, but by practising it will be improve and I will get more confident with it. โšœ๏ธ